Well life is sure going by fast! I never recognized that now we are in a new year. But it sure is 2013. Weird. People thought the world was going to end December 21, 2012. Mayan Calendar ended then I guess. But we have lived past the end of the world a couple of times. I knew we would make it though!
Well looking for a job sucks! I think I have contacted at least 8 places. E-mail is not such a great thing! People can straight up ignore you. That is pretty much what has happened. I have gotten a few calls but nothing that looks promising. Oh and my old job that fired me, well "laid me off'" ha whatever...just called me up to ask me if I would help them out next week from noon-eight. Taking calls while they have some kind of blitz. The last thing I want to do is go work for a week for the company that fired me...But I will do it if we need to the money and what not.
One thing that just is buggin' me to the max is the fact that people make jokes about me being prego all the time. Like for example. I will be hanging out with some friends and I will be feeling sick and say something along the lines of..My stomach hurts. I do not know why that automatically means I'm pregnant but I guess it does in people's eyes. It was funny the first 100 times you said it. Now it is really not funny at all when anyone says it. I got married 5 months ago. I do want to finish school first. I never said I was getting pregnant right away. And I am 20 and not ready to take on the responsibility.
At least I made it passed the 16 and pregnant era right? ;)
I also love how in life when everything is going smoothly and all the sudden life falls apart. Like not just one thing but everything. I say this because I honestly feel like slowly everything is breaking in one way or another. I'm getting to that point where I just don't want to touch anything. You all know the feeling? You lose your job, the vacuum breaks out of no where, the heat stops working, the internet stops working, your tv suddenly doesn't turn on..ect. I won't say that has all happened to me. But this is what I think makes life so exciting. The stress you feel during these times will drive you mad. But I think secretly everyone likes that excitement and thrives on it!
Utah has been unbelievably cold lately. Like in the NEGATIVES. I do NOT like it. I hate walking outside. I can feel the cold seeping in through the windows. My car is always frozen. I can always see my breath. My nose is constantly red like Rudolph. I wear leggings under my pants. And my wedding ring flaps around like a bandanna in the wind. So Utah if you would like to go back up to 25 degrees. I would surely appreciate it as well as others living here.
Well, I am so grateful for my husband. I am grateful for all the things he puts up with me. I am grateful for his wonderful job. I am grateful for this new apartment. I am grateful for snow. I am grateful for the chance to be able to get an education. I love being American. I keep thinking life can't get much better but it always does.
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